Aparajita

Personal websites are normally made by people themselves. I thought I would make this page to let you and others know who you are as a person and what meaning you hold in our lives. This page is unique in nature as its a dialogue between me and you. So lets revisit some old memories and some recent ones, because I know it makes you happy. 

From the day when I saw you at our college library, your smile and eyes have been mesmerizing me. Its strange but even before I had seen you, I was in love with the name APARAJITA and when I saw you that day somehow I knew it was you. I have told you enough number of times how much I love you and that this love is stronger every day and every year. But I have never expressed what you mean in my life as my wife and Ryan's mom.

How can you smile like that???

After enough ups and downs in college we met and I must say we met in style. The eternal distance between parting ways to getting married was covered over a dinner at CHUNGS (one of your favorites again). And being blessed with supportive families, we got married, and then enters RYAN - the name that brings a smile on everybody's face.  

To be honest I wasn't ready yet! But when Ryan entered our lives all pieces of the puzzle started falling into place. It felt as if I have always been ready, it was the best feeling ever. Since Ryan we haven't been able to give as much time to each other as before but, we have bonded better and there is more love in doing things together for Ryan than for each other. There is a sense of completeness! Whenever I think of the magnitude of my love for you, I again think of Ryan. 

Ryan is a reflection of my love for you and all his activities are a childish version of my love. He can't do anything without you. He needs to tickle you to sleep. For all he does, he needs you to be there and he cant stay even for a few hours without you. He derives happiness when you smile and thinks its a sad moment when you are upset. His world, emotions and expressions revolves around you. Well in a way that is not different than me. For me the benchmark of every emotion is YOU. A happy moment is when you are happy, and a sad one is when you are not in your smiling self, which is what I can die for. In fact, you can make us feel two extremes of emotions at the same place. 

You are the anchor of our lives. On one end you keep me going everyday and on the other you ease off all the pressures off me with the simplest and the most beautiful of things I have ever seen - Your smile!!!